raining...hard on me...
Sunday, May 27, 2007
i realise one thing, i've got a lot of friends who really loves me.. for example, HAFIZ!! he told me that he saw this big sized guy, and when he saw him, he thought of me first. well.. im sure he really misses me..
many friends think that i im someone without any trouble and can actually fight life without and difficulty, but they have mistaken the person for a monster. actually im not wad they think. i have lots of trouble and its just that i dun show it.. i only want to make myself happy and sometimes, i realise that im actually cheating myself. why? i bottle up off these problems and hope that my fermenting it, it would all disappear? no way that is going to happen. i ask shirley whether she believes that i have not forgotten wad had happened last year and she believes. its true that time can heal all wounds but never make a scar disappear. that's life, be it, and love it, if not, hate it and die. why do i do so much? all for one answer in life, just for my goals..