raining...hard on me...
Thursday, August 16, 2007
today, i didnt go for the physics consultation. went to CMPB with Bryan to submit his palasimia thing.. after we wanted to go meet up with Rubin and Gang. took 195 and guess wad? we passed STC. didn't really want to expect to see pretty girls but until we were at the school Gate, this girl caught my eye, she looked like Cheang. Immediately i thought of her. her image just came to me and got stuck in there. againnnnnn
its already 16th august and im still poor, he still haven return me my money.. i dun have much money left in me. i hate the world so not perfect, i hate the flaws, i hate it when i cant help her, why, why is heaven so unfair to take this friend away so soon??
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
i have been thinking, this thought lingering in my mind. that i want to share.
have you all ever wondered how delicate life could be?? have you got thought that by accident, you or your closed ones passed away, leaving behind untold words that you regret not saying it out?? now its time to act
imagine in scenario 1: one day you pass away and became an angel and you see all your friends crying for you, then you see someone that you have not spoken too, because of a misunderstanding, all you could do is to look and regret that you didnt clear the understanding you have between you and her.
imagine in scenario 2: one day your friend or closed one passed away, and you realise that when he/she passed away, you 2 were in cold war, and have not had the chance to talk to each other. how would you feel? you will live with that regret for life!
Friends, life is unpredictable, the next moment, i might die, you might pass away, your close ones might leave you, do something before that happens when you will not live with that regret. initiate the first step, dun wait for them to take the first step for the victor is the first. be the first to tell a friend, how much you felt hurt because of her, how much it all was stupid and how much you wished it all didn't happen. cherish it while you can, or live with that regret for life.
For all my friends, im a life example. when my dad passed away, i was in cold war with him, i never know how much i meant to him until when i visited him in the hospital and finally he left. he was saving the last breath just to at least hear me, for he was in coma. i live with that regret that i did not tell my dad, how much i love him that i want to help him change. friends, do it now for life is delicate, anything might happen then next minute and catch you unaware. take care and do something about it.