Guess wad?? most of the time im acutally a very sad man, just that i would not want to show it to others because no one would ever be affected by all the thins that i said. my name is Leong, a sad Leong. all my sorrows will be kept in the vaults of the grounded blog, HERE.

raining...hard on me... its the same feeling year after year. i had never break the curse. it shall be like this always, i am willing to face it with all my might. i feels as though that i have something haunting me since the day i was born. i could remember, a day during my primary school days, i was crying on the day 11th June, for wad? for no one remembering the day i was born. i was crying, for no one cared. i was crying for no one was next to me, i was all alone to talk to myself. during secondary school days, i was sad, i didn't have anyone to go out with, i asked my friends whether they are free, no one was there for me. i had to tell myself that the day i was born is just another miserable day. i remember last year, claris had organised a birthday BBQ for me. and i greatly appreciated it. but it was on the 10th june, the last year of today, 364 days ago. on the 11th June 2006, i was alone at home, thinking of my ex. thinking that someone would have been beside me if we hadn't broken up. i was expecting a message at least from you, but in the end, the clock struck 12 and i had nothing from you. i was thinking of who might be with me a year later, that is tomorrow and never had i expected that the closest people around are not those that would be with me. i had knew that this day is cursed and i know it right. i will never expect anythings from you, and i would never expect that i would be happy on that day. i live with a haunting in me, for the rest of my life.

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