raining...hard on me...
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
i think my old school blog for allowing me to vent my gas out here.
2.42am - listening to white horse - taylor swift.
just got home from some booze. some eye opening for me, i really laugh with tears from my stupidity..., i really felt so stupid for the first time. first i couldnt belive my eyes for wad i have seen but i hate myself for knowing wad is going through around my even when i drink too much. im too silly, im too dumb, im too stupid, im too naive. they have told me the truth, i had only wanted to see it for myself. never in my mind, i had thought it would be him, i guess, i was just another friend. why does this happen to me? why? i ask myself. thanks guys, for opening my eyes.
2.49am - love story - taylor swift.